Thursday, May 2, 2013

Cleaning Up

Oh, where do I start?

For how I fared these last two weeks, I have my girl friends to thank for.

Your candid and varied response to my report had me see things in a new light. Believe me that I know that what I had was something that has very little likelihood of going into fruition. But as you know, I am not the type to give up easily. For me, even the tiniest spark shows a promise that it can be fanned to a roaring fire (of whatever it is that is there).

Those whose ears I talked out personally or electronically, those whose fingers I challenged with typing in earnest, those whose nights and days I have borrowed, whose whose understanding and patience I have put into the test, I cannot thank you enough.

For the last twelve months (that went by so swiftly), I know that I have not been the person you have always known, i.e. vibrant and independent and rational. It's funny thinking that I have ran out of things to counsel myself  when I have been privy to a number of secrets to which I always have had something intelligent to say about.

I am really sorry for putting you aside.

I can't say that I am good but suffice to say that I feel better now.

If only I could cry this out.


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