Showing posts with label linger. Show all posts
Showing posts with label linger. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

the road to 27

I'm being cryptic, I know.
All I can say right now that this is something related to my "linger'-ing dilemma.
I'm not sure if this is overdoing it.
However which way, I believe that this is a win-win endeavor.
Today has been my third day into this new venture.
Everything feels right so far.
My only hope is sustaining the effort in reaching "the road to 27" finish line.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

the (unofficial) graduate

The day was met with a lot of oppositions.
I went to school and stationed myself in the server room hoping for some peace and quiet while preparing for the assessment of my last module. Thinking that if I stay in the office, people stopping by to chat or paying their accounts would be inevitable. One thing I did not count was the presence of a very chatty colleague who decided to chat me up that day. So, my session ended with my having been able to print some portfolio materials but never get to finish the video I intended to emulate during my presentation.
I left the house at sometime past 1 already. The trip to the big city was fine until we got to Manville area where we got stuck for a good 30 minutes. An immobile PUJ has unfortunately blocked one lane of the narrow bridge separating Sum-ag from Tangub.
On the PUJ drive from the terminal to Burgos, a hearse went before us. So we arrived at the center two hours later than planned and presented two hours later to finish some documentary requirements.
I had to do my demo twice. The first time I did it, transitions from various stages weren't emphasized. I reckon I should be a good actress to get better at this. Ed's input are well appreciated. I know it will help me greatly in bagging that NC next month.
To celebrate my unofficial graduation, I ordered a roast beef set meal from Pancake House with refillable brewed coffee tempered with fresh milk (from a carton...hahaha) and brown sugar. Sweet!

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Perpetuity of a dream...

I could be just dreaming for all I know, replaying events in my mind of which I have no control whatsoever.
I'm lucky if it brings me joy. Woe to me if I find myself stymied.
What's not fair is that just when you're about to wake up, something happens that make you want to hold on to sleep some more. And more often than not, it's moot to dismiss the potent lure of slumber. One rarely wins over it, especially me.

Sunday, August 26, 2012


Stupidity is on me again…
I might have aced my TMC test but this one, I could not even make the passing grade. The part where I made the wrong choice, I am aware that it's not the right one but I can't seem to stop myself from choosing it.  
Do I ever feel bad about the choices I made?
Sure I do. But the feeling passes. And before I realized what happens, I'm at it again.
This is as hopeless as hopelessness go. I guess I just have to live with this and just have the constitution to deal with disappointment every time.
Good thing going back to school is for me. It gives me the venue to prove that I'm not stupid at all.