The fateful day was October 25.
The nonsense "monologue" went this way:
8:57:31 - Funny how I can't stay mad at u...
9:07:14 - I guess its obvious my fixation is...
9:08:03 - Help me...be an ass...promise I won't hold it against u :)
9:27:26 - Be as dumb as they all are...that's the greatest deterrent...
9:48:35 - And when I'm on a whimsical mood, PLEASE refuse vehemently, and with conviction.
I can be as glib and as outspoken but not with you.
Mygreatest fault would be assuming too much that an almost forgotten picture in a pretty new gallery meant something. I thought, I saw something there.
Apparently, I thought wrong. I assumed too much. And the saddest thing is that I'm still riddled about stoking that glimmer of hope to find what was supposedly "lost", to bring back that person who has "left", into a roaring fire of waiting and expectations.
My, I didn't imagine this to be so sad that it made me cry.
The nonsense "monologue" went this way:
8:57:31 - Funny how I can't stay mad at u...
9:07:14 - I guess its obvious my fixation is...
9:08:03 - Help me...be an ass...promise I won't hold it against u :)
9:27:26 - Be as dumb as they all are...that's the greatest deterrent...
9:48:35 - And when I'm on a whimsical mood, PLEASE refuse vehemently, and with conviction.
I can be as glib and as outspoken but not with you.
Mygreatest fault would be assuming too much that an almost forgotten picture in a pretty new gallery meant something. I thought, I saw something there.
Apparently, I thought wrong. I assumed too much. And the saddest thing is that I'm still riddled about stoking that glimmer of hope to find what was supposedly "lost", to bring back that person who has "left", into a roaring fire of waiting and expectations.
My, I didn't imagine this to be so sad that it made me cry.
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