03 Dec 2011 - It all began the night of the third. My throat was so hot and itchy and everything uncomfortable. The gargle did not make it any better. I noticed that the runny nose was gone. My! I was up to something serious.
04 Dec 2011 - By some miracle I did get some sleep but had difficulties getting up. My body was unusually warm and my head was leaden. When I woke up again, sis was already back from mom's bearing lunch (she got me a macaroni soup which I ate with some crackers). I can't exactly recall now when the coughing started but when it came, my head ached so much it felt like it was being ripped off my neck. The phlegm that came with it was tinged with crimson, it started to alarm me but I kept mum about it. It did not happen only once but on a regular basis and each time lasted for like eternity. I tried to sleep to escape it but even with the A/C on, I felt very hot and kept on tossing and turning. In my dreams (it didn't matter that I woke up countless of time during the night to relieve myself), I was doing this rectangle puzzle game which I knew how to win but however I tried never get to win. It was frustrating and it aggravated the pain in my head. I tried to think of more pleasant things but somehow I found myself dreaming about the stupid polygon game. Thankfully, it did not return to torment me in the following nights.
05 Dec 2011 - Determined to get into the bottom of this infection, I willed myself to get up and get to mom's for breakfast hoping to catch the doctor early. Turned out that the specialist wont be in until noon. That was a very long wait. There was still a lot of waiting when we arrived at the clinic. I don't know where it came from. I mean, fear. Yeah, at some point, while waiting, I started feeling nauseous but the bright girl that I am knew exactly what to do to curb it. I inhaled big gulps of air and my vision started to clear but I felt the fear creeping down my tummy until I had to go to the toilet. There, I was torn between throwing up and do "#" to clear whatever it is that made me feel bad. Not long after, I felt sweat rolling down my forehead and the bathroom door open. Gladly, it was just mom, wondering about what has been taking me so long. Shortly after that episode, I was called in next. My BP result was hypotensive. The doctor had to borrow the spyg of the doctor next door to confirm her measurement. It stayed at 70/40. She proposed that I'd be admitted to get rehydration salts through a needle which was fine with me. However, by the time that we got to the hospital, my BP has normalised already and the doctor who attended to me at the emergency room decided that I was not to be an in-patient. She prescribed paracetamol every four hours for the headache (no wonder my headache was very much pronounced. I had mine only three times in 24 hours), co-amoxiclav twice daily and betadeine gargle for the bad bacteria. Besides the adventure, my condition was pretty much the same as the previous day. But at least for this day, I had ample supply of ice for my cold compress.
06 Dec 2011- I was wondering how much weight I have lost already. Even with the most inviting smoking hot fish stew for breakfast, I did not get to finish the serving I prepared. And it wasn't even half to what I have on a regular day. Today, I felt the medicine working. My throat started to itch again and my nostrils felt congested. No germ-filled material gets dislodged whenever I cough, no matter what amount of heaving I did. It was frustrating. When nightfall came, my misery began anew. I could only breathe through my mouth, the coughing ensued again.
07 Dec 200 - My scalp was killing me. I was still a little feverish but I really felt the need to wash my hair. Vanity escapes me. I am in great pain. Is it a sin to crave for just a little comfort? So I boiled some lemon leaves in a pot and poured the concoction into my bath water. In just less than ten minutes, I felt cold but a lot better. I had a lot of callers today. I sounded funny. A lot mannish. It's weird. Things got a lot quieter in the afternoon. And so we watched the (mis)adventure of "Megamind". It was so funny, I laughed so hard, and so began my afternoon of coughing fit. But it was a good one. This time, I felt that the phlegm has somehow loosened it's hold on the walls of my lungs, it came off easily. Sheer relief, until I heard tatay cough and found him offering me half his co-amoxiclav. Oh, what have I done?